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I understand feeling as small and as insignificant as humanly possible. And how it can actually ache in places you didn't know you had inside you. And it doesn't matter how many new haircuts you get, or gyms you join, or how many glasses you drink with your girlfriends... you still go to bed every night going over every detail and wonder why you did this and that or how you could have misunderstood. And how in the hell for that brief moment you could think that you weren't that happy, and how you could make such a mistake. And sometimes you can even convince yourself that he'll change his mind and show up at your door. And after all that, however long all that may be, you'll go somewhere new. And you'll meet people who make you feel worthwhile again. And little pieces of your soul will finally come back. And all that fuzzy stuff, those years of your life that you wasted, that will eventually begin to fade.

I want to be with you tonight, tomorrow, and today it can't happen now but it will someday.

Life Under Construction

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Blog Entry

I understand feeling as small and as insignificant as humanly possible. And how it can actually ache in places you didn't know you had inside you. And it doesn't matter how many new haircuts you get, or gyms you join, or how many glasses you drink with your girlfriends... you still go to bed every night going over every detail and wonder why you did this and that or how you could have misunderstood. And how in the hell for that brief moment you could think that you weren't that happy, and how you could make such a mistake. And sometimes you can even convince yourself that he'll change his mind and show up at your door. And after all that, however long all that may be, you'll go somewhere new. And you'll meet people who make you feel worthwhile again. And little pieces of your soul will finally come back. And all that fuzzy stuff, those years of your life that you wasted, that will eventually begin to fade.

I want to be with you tonight, tomorrow, and today it can't happen now but it will someday.

Life Under Construction

Labels: Random